Crimson&Clover

 Every soul wants peace but they don't want to share. Everyone wants to see heaven but they use their brothers as ladders to escape hell. If my words do seem unpleasant then please welcome to the dark side of hell..  You felt I was an imbecile when I tried to show love. I don't know what went wrong but now here you are. Life is not static,get this in mind cos the void you created is perfectly filled. To tell you that I love you was a felony, a treasonable act that condemned me to the abyss of sorrow, pain and Agony but what did I do? Where did I go wrong? I remember you say that its funny, impossible for me to love you cos a rug like me doesn't suit gown like you. Your words were sharp as swords and caused havoc in me but as time went own, I discovered that there are people who are more than you yet they need me the rug to make their lives complete. You felt too bossy, Boss my foot, your little droplets of English ruin your head. You felt you could outshine the man ...

 I never felt comfortable among other women. They cursed me with the sun so, I hid in caves as though  I was feeble. I was portrayed to all as evil, a being without a heart; a useless weevil. They never saw my love filled heart. So, I was compelled to become the soul you see right now;The devil The fall of an Angel is worse and ruthless. In the pits of love, I fell for this damsel. I tried with all effort but to her, my effort was worthless. She said  I fall below her standards cos am a mess, I couldn't speak the Queen's dialect so am a step below her and away from the man of her dream.     Those words... Those utterances stabbed sharp like swords and deep like pins. They made me scream with tears rolling out like a stream. I never thought you will hurt me to the extreme. Man's hurt Man's hit the landlock with no option available but suicide.  Yet this guy came in time and met me at the poolside. He sucked the love i...